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Coming down from his carefree youth and unwanted fame, Jack Kerouac undertakes a mature confrontation of some of his most troubling emotional issues: a burgeoning problem with alcoholism, addiction, fear, and insecurity. He dutifully records his ever-changing states of consciousness, which culminate in a powerful religious experience. Big Sur was written some time after Jack Kerouac's best-known works, following a visit to northern California and the first feelings of midlife crisis. Kerouac stayed for several weeks in a cabin in Big Sur, California, and with friends in San Francisco. Upon returning home, he wrote this account in a two-week period. Critic Richard Meltzer referred to Big Sur as Kerouac's "masterpiece, and one of the great, great works of the English language.".… (more)
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As Aram Saroyan says at the end of the
While reading it it's hard not to wish that someone had saved Kerouac from himself. He suffers episodes of DT's and paranoia, and one of the lasting images is "trying to squeeze the last red drop out of the rancid port bottle" when there is no alcohol left. The people around him are good at heart (with the exception of a frightening pedophile), but they indulge Kerouac and in the full spirit of the 60s believe in things like making love in front of the kids. Kerouac is at his best and at peace when he's at one with nature in Big Sur; unfortunately he cannot resist returning to parties in the City and his self-destructive ways.
Kerouac was a great spirit and it's a shame that he died in 1969 at age 47. I found myself thinking about him for weeks after reading this book, wishing he was still in this world, seeing what I was seeing, and writing more of The Duluoz Legend. It's a hard read and I don't know that I would recommend it to anyone other than a Kerouac fan, but I give it four stars for the emotional staying power it had with me.
Quotes:
On nature and man:
"Even the first frightening night on the beach in the fog with my notebook and pencil, sitting there crosslegged in the sand facing all the Pacific fury flashing on rocks that rise like gloomy sea shroud towers out of the cove, the bingbang cove with its seas booming inside caves and slapping out, the cities of seaweed floating up and down you can even see their dark leer in the phosphorescent seabeach moonlight - That first night I sit there and all I know, as I look up, is the kitchen light is on, on the cliff, to the right, where somebody's just built a cabin overlooking all the horrible Sur..."
"...who cant sleep like a log in a solitary cabin in the woods, you wake up in the late morning so refreshed and realizing the universe namelessly: the universe is an Angel..."
On being kind:
"There's the poor little mouse eating her nightly supper in the humble corner where I've put out a little delight-plate full of cheese and chocolate candy (for my days of killing mice are over)...'
On the important things in life:
"On my deathbed I could be remembering that creek day and forgetting the day MGM bought my book, I could be remembering the old lost green dump T-shirt and forgetting the sapphired robes - Mebbe the best way to get into heaven."
On the transience of life:
"And as far as I can see the world is too old for us to talk about it with our new words - We will pass just as quietly through life (passing through, passing through) as the 10th century people of this valley only with a little more noise and a few bridges and dams and bombs that wont even last a million years..."
On lamenting changes in what is now Silicon Valley:
"Soon we're set straight and pointed head on down beautiful fourlane Bayshore Highway to that lovely Santa Clara Valley - But I'm amazed that after only a few years the damn thing no longer has prune fields and vast beet fields like at Lawrence when I was a brakeman on the Southern Pacific and even after, it's one long row of houses right down the line 50 miles to San Jose like a great monstrous Los Angeles beginning to grow south of Frisco."
On driving the Pacific coast:
"When Cody comes to a narrow tight curve with all our death staring us in the face down that hole he just swerves the curve saying 'The way to drive in the mountains is, boy, no fiddling around, these roads dont move, you're the one that moves' - And we come out on the highway and go right battin up to Monterey in the Big Sur dusk where down there on the faint gloamy frothing rocks you can hear the seals cry."
On love:
"It always makes me proud to love the world somehow - Hate's so easy compared..."
On corruption:
"Not so much that I'm a drunkard that I feel guilty about but that others who occupy this plane of 'life on earth' with me dont feel guilty at all - Crooked judges shaving and smiling in the morning on the way to their heinous indifferences, respectable generals ordering soldiers by telephone to go die or drop dead, pickpockets nodding in cells saying 'I never hurt anybody,'....
On optimism in spite of it all:
"On soft Spring nights I'll stand in the yard under the stars - Something good will come out of all things yet - And it will be golden and eternal just like that - There's no need to say another word."
maybe it’s just because this is one of his last books, from what i’ve read, and it’s one of those “i know how to get more money for booze - i’ll write another book!” kind of things. it certainly does have a contractual obligation air about it.
i found this book to
he’s obviously had an epiphany or two and reached the pinnacle of the mountain once or twice, i can tell by the way he holds his prose. but this book seems like he’s stretched a bit too thin, trying to recreate something that has past beyond grasping. so, he recounts his adventures in flirting with insanity in and around Big Sur while attempting to find God or himself; or God in himself; or God in a bottle; or maybe escape from finding God in a bottle.
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In this revealing account written at the peak of his suffering, Kerouac shares with us the poets and beatniks of San Francisco, and of course, more Dean Moriarty. The seamless quality lets us drift along with profound insight into the more serious side of Kerouac's alcoholism. It's a very moving, introspective read.
The reading by Tom Parker had the right tone to it and certainly had the correct beat type passion when it was appropriate. A few woody, forestry pronunciations did stick out. I remember hearing delirium tremens pronounced as delirium tree-mens (although subsequently I looked this up and it is an acceptable pronunciation); and timbre as timber.
Overall it just washed over me with only a few things sticking in the memory: the promotion of the European style of bidet hygiene being the funniest; Kerouac (here under a roman à clef name of Jack Duluoz) missing a meeting with Henry Miller due to a carousal and the older man calling off an attempted midnight rescheduling because he wanted to go to sleep; the casual homophobia and female objectification; and lastly (due to my own lack of concentration) thinking that in the conclusion Kerouac had gone all out Finnegans Wake with guttural onomatopoeic text replacing the narrative. The latter was only because I had not read the promotional blurb for the book to its conclusion so that I did not know to expect that the book had an addendum that included the Kerouac poem "Sea: Sounds of the Pacific Ocean at Big Sur." A momentary concentration focus on driving caused me to miss the pause in the audio transition from book to poem. But it made for an entertaining conclusion!
So overall, it was just ok. You should probably read the book first before listening to an audio performance.
4 stars!
My take is that Kerouac may have had a little bit of talent,